Episode 6: "A Day in the Life of a Magician"

By the end of the book, a young man who was once deeply immersed in his ideal world regards Jung Da Eun as the arbiter of his ideal world and is full of deep trust in her.However, when he woke up from his ideal world and faced the cruel reality, he began a journey full of struggle and confusion.

Shu Wan's world was once a game world full of fantasy and imagination, where he escaped from reality and found himself.However, Zheng Daen's pills seemed to be a bridge between him and the real world, making him gradually realize the existence of reality.He began to doubt his identity and no longer believed that he was from another planet.This is a painful process, but it is also a growing process.

In the process, Shuwan met many people and things, all of which had an impact on his life.Huang Ruhuan's concern for Min Delai allowed him to see the emotional bonds between people; Zheng Duoen's company and comfort made him feel warmth and care; and Li Zhemin's appearance made him face the reality againimpact.These experiences made Shuwan start to reflect on his own life, and he began to try to find his place in the real world.

However, the end of the book did not smoothly integrate into the real world.His relapses put him in trouble again.He begins to doubt his own worth and even considers giving up his life.However, just when he was at his most desperate, he saw the fire dragon, an image that symbolized his inner strength.The appearance of the fire dragon allowed him to regain his courage and understand that he should face reality bravely.

In the end, Shu Wan chose to end his life.This decision is regrettable, but also understandable.Shu Wan's life is full of pressure and confusion, and he cannot bear this vicious cycle.He chose to end his life, perhaps because he found a way to escape.However, it also makes us reflect on whether we should pay more attention to those who are struggling in life and give them more care and support.

The story at the end of the book is a story about the conflict between ideals and reality, as well as a story about growth and choice.His experience allows us to see the complexity and fragility of human nature, as well as the cruelty and helplessness of life.However, we should also see that no matter how difficult life is, we should face it bravely and find our own path.

In this process, Jung Da Eun’s role is also worthy of our deep thought.As the arbiter of Shu Wan's ideal world, she is also an important support for him in real life.Her existence allowed Shu Wan to find a touch of warmth and support in reality.However, her behavior also caused some controversy.When she discovered that Shu Wan might be pretending to be ill, she chose to report it to the head nurse.Although this behavior was in line with her professional responsibilities, it also made Shuwan feel disappointed and painful.This also makes us think about how we should balance professional responsibilities and humanistic care when facing the plight of others?